chum chum.

i hear the ticking of the clock and nothing else at this late night.huh! wait! not the ticking alone,there is my heart beating lub-dub..its an abnormal beating i think.why can't i find some synchronised musical elements in it? eh?its not the matter of scrub.but something really happened these days...something was scrubbing my head,mind,and everything.is it possible for just a phone call to make our mind get distracted.yes,it can..if they are persons important to u.it puts u and ur mind in a melancholy.it makes u look like haggard and woebegone!sh***.i don't have much reason for my run down.but the desp..the depression u call,can affect anyone.so beware!

i was getting ready to start with probability.by then, i felt like blogging.why did i keep on searching for my  notepad? my fountain pen? for spitting those craps in my blog?i would rather fancy it in a way like this..may be in some more time ,it would have been over flown with certain peculiar emotions.why is this friendship so dear to us?why we cry for it when we are dashed by someone? why do we weep silently in our heart sitting in a corner of our wonderful room,thinking of the beautiful memories he/she left with us.why we recall those unforgettable chit chats with out omitting a single word and how come we regain the guts to say "hey dude,that chick is mine?".i  thought of my friends..my school and the 12 years which     i'm like a bouncing ball..thinking of it again and                            

                                                                                                                       again that..when'll i reach at the peak point from        

                                                                                                                            bouncing back and fallin into the great ditches.

i had spend there..persons who influenced me in my path..the obstacles..potions that helped me towards success,that succored me to swallow the blurred images and the rest of the craps..what was the link towards those lamed pictures that got framed in my mind?i wanna spit it right here..@ the moment..for my sake.:).

but  before that,i have to thank the  ultimate power for giving some osume friends when i'm out in some hell and mess.yes!! thanking you my lord..i dedicate this to all friends especially nitin,darsha,vishak,krate,malu,mathews,and vicky.:).

here is the entire roll...

darsha- refered  as my best friend.17 yrs we spend together,we slept together,ate together,late night studies we had(actually we were gossiping),we were in the same class,we sat in the same bench and took the very next seat except when u went to vaithi's sanskrit class and i was left with other mallu students.even in troubles too we were one!!! we know how much we hated those history classes..how hard we studied the geography lessons plunging our legs into cold water for hours and hours...how much studious we were for jayalekshmi teacher's bio class..and how we hated those fucking maths hws,:P.from 7th onwards aathira and lechu were also there in our bench.na?i still miss our ground(not the school ground).we played together with 4 or 5 other kids too.we had our own gang,prakash,ambi,sowmya,vishwesh,vishak.we played red letter,syrup,dinner,kallan and police,cricket,marathil thotal pidichuda,sat,cards..more and more..and i can't forget our cycle race and athapookalam..:P.i dunno what i would have been if u weren't there.thanx for being my best friend. how ever we managed to patch up those small small dust ups.about 95% of my secrets are revealed to you.na?

krate:the atheist.my best pal from some of the

social networking sites.he was there with me with a hanky full of love and care to dry my tears.he was there with me when ever i felt lonely and so on..hats off to ya.

vishak,ashwathy and lekshmi priya: studied in the same school,we dint kno each other till they shuffled us and put us into E div.10th  was an osume year with lots of fun.these ppl where my best friends from 10th onwards.bt sorry achu and lp..i couldn't keep in touch.i remember those combine study hours in our home and JD's sleeping ent classes..laaif.:P.and vishak..u are the person who is responsible for this outcome...:)

anand: aka kannan.my sweet brother.elder or younger??? :P.you say.the musician,the violinist.voice o'ivano.and here goes the list.you will be my brother for the rest of my life too dear.u along with nitish made me ROFL!!!.that grape juice..:P.many more stories are there in my head..i still cherish my 10th remembering u both.:).our school day and all..it was osume!!!

vidya: my cousin .nakinu oru licence-um illa.:P

 nitin: i just know him since one or two months.but we both managed to meet every weekends except some saturdays and sundays.you are also there in my best friend's list bro.:). loyolite,the draw well,who enjoys partying with friends..hangout freak..if i go on with this there are about hundred labels for him.a perfect human who has experienced both the bitterness and sweetness of the love life.:) who is ready to help his friends any time."allelum avashyam varumbo evanoke kanu".:P

jayakrishnan::P my first crush..can i name this as a crush???

sreekanth,finny,arun:my close friends i will say.sreekanth-the cs freak,the mast**** of robotics,the singer.finny-the studious,who has certain panomial reasons for each and every thing..each time when i seek his advice,i take it to my heart and say "ok..sure..i'll trty my level best to keep away from the lap".but its of no use...:).sorry dear.::(
mathews:again comes another loyolite..my best buddy..my fighting friend..:)


prolok: yes,iitian,my good friend..
prathik:the person who is responsible for the creation of this blog directly or indirectly.the atheist.the stephanian.

ajai,sujith,abish,sarath,abish,sankaran,shifas,vishak,binup,deepu,anoop chetn: chetnmar of sct!!! 

deepal,anan,sanku,suraj,kichu,asif chetan,nikhil,rahul..: cetians!!! most o'em are from royal  Mex.:P

nidhin,sarath,aneesh,vishwajith,nandu,ajay mohan,fazil,jothish,ashok,pappan,karthick,shameer,jithin,and the entire A div.......actually i'm asking u dudes,are you my friends or are we enemies?:P.they made me laugh quite a num of tyms and made me close to tears also.bt still i like em.school life was great..:)

amritha,saranya,prabha,remya,venkatalekshmi,greeshma,rugma,revathy,chethana,sruthy,vidya,varsha,parvathy,lekshmi,sneha,maya,gopi krishna,arunya,nisha,dhanya,ananya,veena: i do remember u girls..we had a lotta fun together and some ego clashes and our group song..i can't forget.:P

vibhu,ajay,harish kamal,sachin,aswin vijay,arif,mandan vishak,chandu,arun.s.k,deepu krishna,karthick,anand,...i recall mathew sir's class..ajai,chandu,vishnu,hari..where always the late comers.office time!!!missing u so much.still i'm waiting for aug 15th to have a get together! :P

TBC...